Saturday, March 14, 2015
A Verbatim Copy of a Comment Posted in Response to an Online Article on Misophonia, which Is, Also, an Example of How People Say Shit that Is Way Weirder than what Writers Believe We Can Get Away with Writing
"Im 22 and im an avid church goer/lover. Love the Christian faith
The sounds o hate are all subtle sounds that go into my left ear. ESPECIALLY when people speak in their heavenly language.
Just this mornin, i hear my mommy speakin in her heavenly language andbit enrages me, i HATE IT so much. I also hate the P sound and the T/D sound when propped in my left. WEIRDLY- if theres a girl i like or sexually attracted to, the frustratiom turns to sexual arousal aka bein horny as frik! I go from 0-100 real quick
I dont get it at all. Obviously i like the latter but the first really bothers me. I get so angry, and comin from the military now, im really ready to murder whoever irritates my left ear but ive been dealing with it since i was younger
First time i realized i was angrh and jus cried was when my mommy grabbed me in church and was whispering but yelling at the time, so deeply in my ear
I was so mad, so enraged that all i could do was cry, she thought she had got her point across but man, it just started this crazy problem i cant control at all
I cant handle my own noises in my left ear too much, as it creates this irritating tickling in my ribs like im being tickled but im not. Really horrible. I use to experiment on myself and direct sound from my voice, soft whispering sound, to my left ear.
To no avail. Sigh but at least i kno wat its called now. And im glad im not alone"
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More 'character voice' on the same topic. It seems i've landed on very strange shores: much of what i have found written by people with misophonia is very strange, maybe tone-deaf? Reminds me of the lyrics in that Antarctica album by Modest Mouse. Anyway, everything is material, but i'm going to stop posting these comments because i don't want to hurt anyone. http://www.matterfreeman.com/2013/02/day-184-misophonia-self-forgiveness-on.html?m=1
ReplyDeleteMisophonia, another thing I've never heard of. Seems kind of similar to a syndrome that This American Life did about people who get physiologically affected by whispering and soft sounds like when people are speaking in a low voice. A whole cult of Bob Ross worshippers.
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